Wednesday 31 December 2014

one year cruelty free & new year's resolutions


this post has been long overdue now as i officially began shopping cruelty free in october 2013, but with the new year being around the corner and the vast majority of us desperate to make new years resolutions to stick to, i thought i'd talk about my transition now in the hopes of inspiring some of my readers to perhaps consider shopping cruelty free. 
so, let's start at the beginning... i adopted my cruelty free stance after reading up about the 2013 eu ban on selling animal tested cosmetic products, and realising that there's much more to the issue than originally appears. i quickly learnt about the loopholes and what truly makes a brand cruelty free or not, and decided that i wanted to avoid the dishonest brands that were keen to avoid admitting their products were actually tested on animals. it's very easy to be ignorant of the issue as animal testing isn't something brands are keen to discuss when they do test, so reading up on the issue helped to open my eyes and really reinforced how strongly i opposed animal testing for cosmetic purposes, and thus inspired me to change my habits. 


i'll secondly move onto addressing the fact that while other cf bloggers aren't, i personally am happy to support cruelty free brands that are owned by testing parent companies. my reasoning for this is simple: i believe that if everyone swapped from purchasing l'oreal products to the body shop products, the parent company would then perhaps see where their customers' interests lie, and because of this could perhaps be persuaded to reconsider their stance with their brands that do test on animals in order to sell more products once again to their cf audience, in turn reaching a wider audience. i also believe that to boycott brands that have worked for their cf status due to a greedy parent company could harm them and potentially push them into closing, which means one less cf brand on the market to advocate the ban of all cosmetic animal testing, and also one less available brand for cf shoppers to support. whether you agree with me or not is completely your own call, but i'm firm in my beliefs. 

so, how was the transition for me? pretty easy, actually. i think what puts a lot of people off taking the jump to cf cosmetics is the fear that they'll struggle to find products to live up to their current (potentially tested) favourites, but there's such a wide range of cf brands available that i truly believe that there'd be something for everyone. more budget brands such as collection and makeup revolution are readily available on the high street, and high end brands such as urban decay or nars are also available within many department stores – also found on the high street – to satisfy those looking for something a little bit more expensive. i've found that i've become a fan of superdrug's own brand b., the online shop elf and makeup revolution because they're all budget brands offering good quality products, and they now make up a good portion of my everyday makeup and skincare essentials. 


choosing to go cruelty free has been really rewarding for me personally, and i'd strongly recommend it to anybody. nowadays i can shop completely guilt free, and know that my makeup probably looks just as good as my friends' who wear mac or rimmel because really, i think makeup's all in the application. since purchasing a set of real techniques brushes (which are also cf!) i find that my makeup applies like a dream whether it's from collection or urban decay, so i'd say that it's well worth investing in a good set of makeup brushes if you're looking for perfect makeup, not an expensive brand that tests on animals. 

i hope i've potentially inspired a few of you to consider shopping cruelty free, and i also hope that i haven't sounded too preachy. i feel really strongly about shopping cruelty free and try to advise friends on cf products where possible, but i don't like to aggressively shove my opinions down others' throats because i believe that we're all entitled to form our own opinions. i truly believe that one day cosmetic animal testing will be completely eradicated, but in the meantime i think committed cf shoppers and brands are just helping to speed up the process. 


if i have inspired you to consider a cf makeup bag, here are some points of advice and links that i think could come in useful for beginning your transition:

  • read up about the eu ban on cosmetic animal testing
  • don't throw out all your current tested makeup; you paid for it, you might as well use it, just acknowledge that you won't be throwing money into their pot again
  • check out the leaping bunny's cruelty free guide; it isn't completely comprehensive, but it's a good starting point
  • check out moadore's and phyrra's cf guides; they address companies that may not be leaping bunny certified, but are indeed cruelty free
  • do your own research; not all the answers can be found on the internet, so don't be scared to contact brands yourself for your own peace of mind

some of my favourite cruelty free brands are listed below, and they offer both makeup and skincare products:



so, what's next for me? obviously i'm not a cf expert and fall short in some areas, but i'm actively trying to broaden my knowledge and slip up as little as possible. in the past year i've slipped up once in terms of cosmetics, buying a simple product as they're marketed as suitable for vegans, to later find out that they do indeed test on animals, which makes me question how they believe that they're suitable for vegans. other areas i want to focus on when shopping cruelty free are cleaning products and perfumes. i buy most of my cleaning products from aldi (their own brand is cf) so i think i'm mostly clean, however a bit more research can ensure that i'll avoid tested brands altogether. most supermarkets' own brands are cf (morrisons and sainsbury's in particular) so they're perhaps a good place to start. in terms of perfume, i've noticed that most drugstore brands are in fact tested on animals, sadly. i've done research on cf perfumes before and, to my knowledge, they're not very easily available (other than in the body shop,) so in 2015 i want to focus on creating a list of cf perfumes that i can replace my current tested favourites with.

in addition to extending my cf stance, i also want to concentrate on becoming vegetarian. since beginning third year i've reduced my meat intake dramatically as i no longer eat meat at home, but when eating out i often opt for meat dishes as a treat. after many a moral dilemma, i've decided that i just don't agree with eating meat any more, and my own new year's resolution is to give up meat altogether. because i've cut out meat so much from my diet as it is i don't think it'll be a great struggle, it just requires a bit more discipline on my own behalf and to stay in touch with what meat actually is, because sillily, it's easy to forget that the chicken burger you're enjoying was once living and breathing. again, you may not agree with my decision, but it's something i've considered for a while now and strongly want to pursue. 








and with that said, i think that concludes my post! i hope i've perhaps inspired any of you, and good luck if you do decide to try out the cf lifestyle! i don't often set myself new year's resolutions because i find the whole 'new year, new start' thing a little bit silly, but i think this year it's the perfect excuse to finally pursue my beliefs for good. what are your new year's resolutions for 2015? 

Monday 29 December 2014

blogging: 2014 favourites

last year i took to my blog to celebrate my favourite bloggers and youtubers of 2013, so i thought i'd do the same again this year and once again list my favourite bloggers from over the course of the year for you all to have a nosey at, and hopefully follow if you didn't already. i decided to keep my list short and sweet and have managed to whittle it down to 5 bloggers who i find myself always reading up on, and surprisingly none of these appeared in my 2013 favourites. without further ado, i'll begin...

georgina / baby rebel blog

georgia is a blogger from new zealand, and i'm totally in love with her simplistic yet chic style with a little bit of edge. i always find myself wishing i could pull off such minimalistic looks as well as she does. 


amelia is a fellow student and often shows off her budget buys while looking completely fabulous. her pattern and texture clashing within outfits is spot on and she's a definite style inspiration of mine. 

charlotte / crave green velvet

charlotte is another budget shopper, posting a lot of outfits which feature key primark pieces – proof that you can look good on a budget! much like amelia, charlotte often pairs unlikely items together and completely inspires me to relook at the items sat in my wardrobe. 


andini is an australian living in london, and she's proven over the course of the year that she can rock pretty much any look. from dainty dresses to trainers, andini's got it covered, and she always looks gorgeous for it. 

helen / helenanderz

and lastly, helen anderson. she's probably a more commonly known blogger than the rest of the bloggers featured, but i thought she still deserved a spot on this list. i love helen's style and confidence and she really inspires me to be more confident and daring with my outfit choices, and to feel bloody good about myself at the same time. she often features her little daschund lola too, so of course she earns bonus points there. 

short and sweet, there are my top five bloggers of the year! i've inadvertently listed solely personal style bloggers, but it really doesn't surprise me because although i blog about illustration and beauty as well as my personal style, personal style blogs are definitely my favourite blogs to read because i love to be inspired by how others dress themselves. if you're a reader of my blog who's interested in personal style, i'd definitely recommend giving these blogs a try. who are some of your favourite bloggers of 2014? feel free to leave any suggestions below and i'll have a peek at them!

Sunday 28 December 2014

sunday synopsis


bitch, groan, moan, urrgh, i can't see today's post being a positive one. i've spent the day working on some things that after several hours of work still look like massive piles of shit. i sorted my uni work files out today, and although i feel like i've achieved sweet fuck all this term, it turns out i've tackled 7 briefs as well as my dissertation, which is a lot. because i've had so much to do and no more than a week on a lot of the briefs to create a finished illustration, i feel as though nothing i've made is worthy of any merit because it all feels so unresolved, naive and just bloody uninformed. i've been on my course for three years nearly and the shit i'm churning out looks like it's been vomited up by an overly confident first year who's yet to sit down and have a proper crit. sigh, i'm just at a loss now because i need to start creating good portfolio work if i want graduating to actually get me anywhere.

i'm not sure how much more i want to moan right now, i think it's probably best to wrap up here because extended negativity definitely can't be a good thing. i keep saying i need to pull my finger out, but i've been saying it so long now that i doubt i have the ability to. i'm worried i'm gonna have to totally reconsider my options when i graduate if things continue in a similar fashion up until may.

Saturday 27 December 2014

saturday scribbles


seeing as i posted the last of my #illo_advent illustrations on christmas day, i thought for this week's saturday scribbles i'd show a brief glimpse into the progress of my alice in wonderland illustrations to date (i've been working on my nhs brief this week too, but that's all a bit unresolved at the moment so it's staying well away from being published anywhere until i've figured it out...)

the top two images were the first two images i sent off for feedback from the tutors, and the bottom image is a snippet from a reworked tea party illustration after responding to the feedback. feedback was basically that working digitally was flattening my images, and i still had room to make the images a little more bizarre and interesting – both points i agreed with, even if i was pulling my hair out over the lack of time i had to resolve them. i've still yet to hear feedback from my resolved illustration what with it being christmas (getting in the bloody way, sigh) but i'm hoping it'll be a little more positive and i won't have to sweat as much over much more reworking. it's not entirely finished as i have elements to add and my colour scheme to slightly reconsider, but i'm hoping that my technique's now a little stronger and there's a little more drama within the scene and the characters have a stronger sense of themselves, but we'll see.

next week will be dedicated to finishing the two inner illustrations for good, drafting and finishing the alice book cover, reworking my puffin book cover and continuing working on my nhs brief. i did intend to revisit my dissertation and start writing my story ready for macmillan during the holidays, but i just don't think time will permit it right now. what i'd do for an extra week...

Friday 26 December 2014

2014 in outfits

january - march
march to april
april to june
june to september
september to december

seeing as 2014 was the first year to date that i'd blogged properly for the entire year, i thought it'd be nice to throw together a round up of all my outfit posts throughout the year; i managed 49 ootd posts altogether, which i don't think is all too shabby! i approached personal style blogging very reluctantly at the end of 2013 – i was preoccupied with thoughts surrounding what people who knew me 'in real life' would think of it – after having read plenty of fashion/personal style blogs for the last year, and now at the end of 2014, i'm glad i made the jump.

i think reading other blogs and starting to write my own has helped massively with my self confidence and body image over the last year. reading blogs exposes you to a variety of different styles and body shapes, and has kindly reminded me that people can look and feel fantastic whether they're 5ft. 2 or 5ft. 10, a size 6 or a size 16, and it's encouraged me to let go of my own insecurities and obsession with 'perfection', and to rather be more confident in my own style and appearance. taking the next step and blogging my own style has helped me to overcome my own fears in terms of how i perceive my own appearance, and the lovely comments i've also received along the way have helped to remind me that hey, i can look good even when i don't particularly feel at my best, and it's altogether helped me to build a more positive mindset. of course my more positive body image hasn't come from blogging alone, but i feel that it's definitely been a great help, and for that reason i'm viewing my blogging experience throughout 2014 as a positive one, even if it has dwindled out a little over the last couple of months due to university commitments.

i don't want to sit here typing up a bunch of promises i can't keep in regards to my blog, but i can say that this isn't me giving up. third year's proving a lot more difficult than i originally anticipated and it's meaning that i have less time and motivation for blogging, but i don't want to give up on it altogether. i'm unsure of where 2015's going to take me, let alone my blog, but i'll definitely try my best to document the ups and downs along the way (where necessary, of course) because when it comes naturally, blogging can be a lot of fun. 

outfits 10, 12, 30, 43 and 46 are a few of my favourites for the year, and i'd be interested to know what your favourites are, too! i hope 2014's been a good year for you all, both in and out of blogging, and i wish you all the best for the new year ahead.

Thursday 25 December 2014

wishing you all a merry christmas!


i thought i'd pop by quickly today to share the last of my #illo_advent illustrations and a couple of festive doodles to wish you all a very merry christmas! i've been well and truly spoilt this year and am looking forward to having a play around with my new goodies. wherever you are in the world, i hope you have a lovely day whether you celebrate christmas or not!

Monday 22 December 2014

christmas: snippets from the makings household


for my 21st birthday my dad bought me a new dslr camera, and on saturday night i finally got the chance to sit down and have a play around with it for an hour or so. the last time i'd played around with a dslr previous to this was when i was 16 (so a good few years ago now, sob, i'm getting old) so it was an experience to throw myself back into something that was once vaguely familiar, and was now once again something of a mystery.

after a while i found myself getting to grips with the camera again, understanding the effects changing features such as the aperture and shutter speed would have on my photographs, and before i knew it i was having lots of fun shooting the pretty christmas lights dotted around our living room. i'm by no means slick with a camera and i'm not posting to show off any fantastic photographs, but rather i thought i'd share them because i think it could be a nice point of reflection for me in the future as i (hopefully) get more involved with my camera and in time take more, hopefully better, photos.


a session with a camera wouldn't be wholly successful if i didn't try to grab a shot or two of ziggy, and i soon found out how difficult shooting a very active, very black, very shaggy poodle in a lowly lit room is. i think in the end i did alright, but in time when i brush up on my photography skills and ziggy goes for a haircut i think i'll be able to do her beautiful poodly self a little bit more justice. 

Sunday 21 December 2014

sunday synopsis


some sundays i find myself staring at my sunday synopsis picture with absolutely no idea of what to write. today is one of those days, so we'll just see where my mind wanders to while typing out the rest of this post. 

i've pretty much spent the last week sifting through my mountain of university work, broken up by a midweek trip to meadowhall with my mum and a day out today with my dad. during my trip to meadowhall i made a visit to the apple store to finally get my lock button fixed because it's an eligible model, however after sitting around for twenty minutes i was turned away because for some reason their docks they use to test the phones before sending them off wasn't registering that my phone was connected. strange. i've visited a couple of apple stores now with problems my phone's been having and none of the 'geniuses' seem to have been able to diagnose my issues, which is pretty fucking useless. i'm currently debating whether my next mobile phone will be an apple one, and hoping that my macbook holds out until i need to replace it because lord knows i'd be lost without the bloody thing. all in all, apple really piss me off. i had to remind myself while in the shop that my issues with apple aren't due to faults of the employees, but rather the people sat at the top on their money bags. it's hard to walk away pretending to be thankful for their fucking useless service when you know the billions they dodge in tax each year would pay for all their customers a new phone when their old one had packed in, but what can you do? grit your teeth and walk off angrily, protesting to throw money their way no more it seems. 

apple rants aside, today i'm feeling hugely guilty about the work i've not done today and am thinking about a game plan for up until wednesday so i can look at giving myself christmas day off, but it's not looking likely seeing as i'm off out again with my dad tomorrow (it's hard to pass up time together when he's visiting the country as he lives in germany.) all this work worry has got me thinking that once i've graduated, a 9 - 5 job of some sort is what i need. i feel like the routine and the stability is what i'll need as a new graduate, because the freedom (or just lack of work) as a freelancer i feel wouldn't be good for me as an insecure, inexperienced graduate whose main priority is probably just gonna be paying the bills. for ages i thought freelance was definitely for me, but over the past year i've changed my attitude completely, and i'm wondering if my work experience at hallmark contributed to that at all. i feel like i want to work amongst other creative, intelligent folk who can inspire and motivate me, but also because i want to befriend a bunch of people in real life who're into the same things that i am. being on twitter/instagram/etc. and connecting with other creatives is nice, but i think what i need is people close by who i can interact with face to face about the things we love; i'm desperate to meet some likeminded people! it's funny, i never considered myself much of a social person, but now i feel that i thrive off of it, and it shows with how much more time i've spent in the university studios as a third year as opposed to first and second. funny how things change, eh? 

from cluelessness to capitalist rants to personal reflections; it does amaze me sometimes the turns my sunday synopses take. 

Saturday 20 December 2014

saturday scribbles



as of today there's only five days left of #illo_advent, which means that there's now only four days left until christmas day – crazy! i can't believe christmas day's almost here, i can't believe how quickly the last twenty days have passed, and i also can't believe that i've managed to scrape together twenty christmas puns, even if some are somewhat questionable! when i set out on this massive illustrated christmas pun endeavour i don't think i anticipated just how many twenty five was, so i'm pretty impressed with what i've managed. i'm at a point now where i've scraped my reserve bank dry and daily i'm floundering at around 11pm to try and think of and illustrate a pun before the clock strikes 12, and so far i've managed it but i'm wondering just when i'll have been bled completely dry and will instead doodle up something suitably festive but much less punny to suffice. 

in other news, this week i finished off complete first drafts of my two inner alice in wonderland illustrations. i've sent them both off for feedback, and i'm hoping that they're pretty much there but will require a few tweaks that can be managed over the course of a few days so i can write them off and crack on with my other book covers as well as my nhs project which i'd so stupidly forgotten about until the coursemate i'm working alongside on the project dropped me a text reminding me of my duties... i've got shit for brains sometimes, i swear. for now i think i'm going to keep my alice in wonderland illustrations to myself and post them up here when they're good to go, but if it'd be of any interest to anyone to see a progress post about the project, detailing initial sketches, character design, compositional ideas and drafting the illustrations, do let me know and it can be arranged! week one of the christmas holidays is officially over, and i think i'm on track for getting my work done to a sufficient standard before heading back up to uni in january. fingers crossed!